Friday, November 6, 2009

To The Light!


" Go to the light!
There's no need for hesitation.
The passion in my heart
Spurs me to go on.
That dream in the distance seems to grow bright
As I grow closer to that day. "
(credits: DSong1384 for English Lyrick)

Today starts a new era. Moving on without him is perhaps the best of decisions, even though the pain will still prick my soul. Until he opens his eyes to a brighter day as well.

The passion of game design makes my heart flutter! With a deep seeded story we can change the views of many and mend torn hearts. Isn't that what a game is all about; Helping others? Production is going smoothly as ever and some of the immature individuals have indeed been weeded out, leaving us with the strength of the loyal. That dream doesn't seem so far away when my hand is being held by true friends. In my own world of hurt I had lost sight of what is really important. In by drowning in his torment, I had forgotten about helping others... Letting them down. But I can forgive myself and start anew. Starting today with a bright look into the future.

A quick look into some of the projects that make my life sing!

SpherEternity: Fallen Angels is my dearest child. Also a tribute to deceased friends of mine, telling their story to help those who bend an ear to listen, I believe I can justify their deaths and help them rest in peace. It starts with top-pilot Kayci who's bravery takes her on a mission into deep space where an unfortunate accident sends her plummeting back into time to a planet which no longer exists in the present. Meeting quiet scholar, Indecelio, she must find her way home by trusting friends in this strange land, all the while not knowing she is being pulled into a far greater purpose. My intentions are to make a fun and enjoyable game to play, but the main focus is on life-altering stories... There's a character there that will appeal to everyone and touch everyone, whether it is the lively Arpan whose greatest task it growing up, to the flamboyant Kujiforo who must learn to love himself as well as others. Through an intricate story filled with emotion, I'm sure it will impact lives.

KomMma: Though a small project, this game touches me on many levels with its quirky characters and deep plot filled with amazing twists and turns. It definitely is innovative in the gaming community for its ability to smash together many genres and still provide a quality gaming experience. A platformer/survival horror/RPG, KomMma tells the tale of a young boy (Yuu) who, after a hilarious accident, finds himself in a nightmarish coma. There he meets Modra, a strange girl that is the keeper of time, and Krev, a trouble-making boy who looks similar to himself. Trapped within his own mind, he must brave every memory to piece himself back together and wake up into real life. However, someone has malevolent intentions... of ensuring that Yuu stays imprisoned in the nightmare forever.

Perfect Entry: This one has the most personal emotions playing through it of mine. Its basically a story of love that isn't quite returned as it should be. It will be an episodic RPG, possibly commercial, made with the RPG Maker XP engine. And that is about the only details of that I can give out for sure.

So with a handful of hope, I can march forward and weave worlds and stories and life-altering instances for players all over the world to enjoy. Want to come with me on my journey?
http://s1.zetaboards.com/EkIchiGames/index/

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Apologies

" You took away the pain
(Only to give it back again)
Was it too much for you to handle, see it through?
You played the foolish game
(Why don't you try and use your brain?)
Do you know what its like to lose?
Do you? Do you?"

And in his heart, is a child, spoiled and rotten. I have become a mere trophy to cling to, having no more emotion or feeling, no worth at all. What has this become? Have I indeed spoiled him so much that he believed he'll just have this grip on me, tormenting my heart for ages to come? How I do so love him. My body fails me, and my mind is so weary. I will look to God for strength.

No matter what, he is tearing himself apart from the hood of friendship. Casting it aside. he has become the monster. Someone I do not recognize. Suffering, I'll hide myself in the memories of him...so I can take comfort in the arms that used to hold me.